im stress thinkin bout cash debts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can go bonkers thinkin but it. i swearr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat a thing to do. n i have learn ma mistakes... ciintaa, how i wish u were stil mine to go thru this with me. i know u dun seem to care coz i dun belong to u anymore. but at least shw me that u care. haish!!! im speechless when u tell out ur feelins yest to me.i just cant believe ciintaa doin all dat jus coz hes geramm with me. like i say, im jus disappointed in ciintaa for makin that kind of decision jus to prove me that he can be better off w/o me. infact we know we both need each other. thats y we r still seein each other..if not i dun think i'll b even miting ciintaa r wana see hes face at all. i hope ciintaa will change for the better.im prayin n hopin for the best netween me n ciintaa.... :) Monday, January 18, 2010
im stress thinkin bout cash debts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can go bonkers thinkin but it. i swearr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat a thing to do. n i have learn ma mistakes... ciintaa, how i wish u were stil mine to go thru this with me. i know u dun seem to care coz i dun belong to u anymore. but at least shw me that u care. haish!!! im speechless when u tell out ur feelins yest to me.i just cant believe ciintaa doin all dat jus coz hes geramm with me. like i say, im jus disappointed in ciintaa for makin that kind of decision jus to prove me that he can be better off w/o me. infact we know we both need each other. thats y we r still seein each other..if not i dun think i'll b even miting ciintaa r wana see hes face at all. i hope ciintaa will change for the better.im prayin n hopin for the best netween me n ciintaa.... :) 
