im back from civic with shawna,torn n ciintaa. i didnt xpect ciintaa to b around.yes, he did call me earlier bt i didnt thot he will tag along.hmmm! we acted like normal,i jus dunno y he must guh or evn kiss me. im like jus goin with the flow. it hurts me wen ciintaa treat me like dat. i duno how to face evry1 n evn ciintaa!!!i duno where am i heading to. alot has been happenin in ma lyfe. i tell ciintaa, bt i dunno if ciinta reali care. evn if u dun its okie with me, i know where i stand. so, its ok.. im gettin use to it ciintaa.if u were to read this, hope u understand.
Now im lyin on ma bed thinking of something realli stoopid. im infact missing all my yshun BABES! bt due to some reasons i had to be on my own for a while. as for e rest i noe it will b ok in time but as for nana(my only daughter),she has e temper in her.which im giving her time to cool down bt it dun seems like shes cooling down.im scared to make e 1st move coz wat if she rejects me. it will a waste n shameful thing.. my mouth was e biggest mistake ever..ahhh, u know wat. leave it la...time will come to tell. i gt better things to do niwae. so ya...peace. :) i'll stop here for nw. cant think of anything to write.
gdnite!!!!!
Now im lyin on ma bed thinking of something realli stoopid. im infact missing all my yshun BABES! bt due to some reasons i had to be on my own for a while. as for e rest i noe it will b ok in time but as for nana(my only daughter),she has e temper in her.which im giving her time to cool down bt it dun seems like shes cooling down.im scared to make e 1st move coz wat if she rejects me. it will a waste n shameful thing.. my mouth was e biggest mistake ever..ahhh, u know wat. leave it la...time will come to tell. i gt better things to do niwae. so ya...peace. :) i'll stop here for nw. cant think of anything to write.
gdnite!!!!!
